please make me smile

datanglah sayang dan biarkan ku berbaring
di pelukanmu walau untuk sejenak
usaplah dahiku dan kan kukatakan semua

bila ku lelah tetaplah di sini
jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
bila ku marah biarkan ku bersandar
jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar

rasakan resahku dan buat aku tersenyum
dengan canda tawamu walau untuk sekejap
karna hanya engkaulah yang sanggup redakan aku

karna engkaulah satu-satunya untukku
dan pastikan kita kan selalu bersama
karna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku
dalam susah ataupun senang

dapatkah engkau selalu menjagaku
dan mampukah engkau mempertahankan aku ..???

mukew dak cry gdowhhh ..haha

ne larh kami ...
oweyz gdowhh ..huhu

ting ting ting

rndu na hang agy ...

rase sanad rindu!

bwu kowl dyew tdy ..
mse bwu bgown tytow ...
emm ....sumpah rndu glew ..
a bit speechless act ..huhu.
she's already taken .

benar-benar pergi ..

Tuhan berikan aku kekuatan
Sebelum dia meninggalkan aku
Tuhan beri ku jalan
Karena diriku masih mencintainya

Tak sanggup aku menahan
Perihnya dalam hatiku
Tak sanggup aku bertahan
Dalam kesedihan

Bila waktu malam akan datang
Aku tak mau sendirian
Ingin selalu ditemani kamu
Memelukku dalam kesepian

Bila waktu malam mulai sunyi
Ku tak mau ditinggal sendiri
Ingin selalu sama-sama kamu
Hingga nanti kamu benar-benar telah pergi 

30 september 2010

away ..

em ....
feel mess ryte now ...
wanna go somewhere that will release my pressure ...
em ..
i will go by my own self ..
i'll be back ...

this is my gudbye ..

i've found this ..
and for me that was very nice ..
happy reading ..
:)



All I ever did was love you,
all I ever did was care.
All I did was believe in you,
and all your burdens I did share.
I saw the best in you,
and over looked ther bad.
I cared when no one else did,
and was the best friend you ever had.
I gave you my heart,
I kissed your cheek and held your hand.
My thoughts of you,
were as numberous as the sand.
I thought we’d be forever,
I thought it’d never end.
But of your character I was wrong,
this separation we cannot mend.
She will never love you like I do.
When you finally realize this,
it’ll be too late.
My true you will someday miss.
You will remember the brown eyed girl,
And regret your lie.
But I will not be here,
for this is my goodbye...

-.-

raye 2010 ....

                                                  1 ..

                                                       2 ...

                                                            3 ...


                                    da3 ....taley lbey2 ..tige sudee ..ngee

shiro ...

s

sayang awak ....
rndu awak ...
taley hilang awak ...
=(

rise and fall

rise and fall  in our life ..?
thats normal things ..
whether we want it or not,
we have to face it too ...
opz, there's 1 song that i love ..
the title was rise and fall too ..hihi
check it out the lyrics aite ..
wee
;)


Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

I always said that I was gonna make it,
Now it's plain for everyone to see,
But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners,
Just casualties,
I know that everything is gonna change,
Even the friends I knew before may go,
But this dream is the life I've been searching for,
Started believing that I was the greatest,
My life was never gonna be the same,
Cause with the money came a different status,
That's when things change,
Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own,
Blinded by all the pretty girls I see,
I'm beginning to lose my integrity

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

I never used to be a troublemaker,
Now I don't even wanna please the fans,
No autographs,
No interviews,
No pictures,
Endless demands,
Give into vices that was clearly wrong,
The type that seems to make me feel so right,
But some things you may find can take over your life,
Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places,
And there's nowhere left for me to turn,
Been caught in comprimising situations,
I should have learnt,
From all those times I didn't walk away,
When I knew that it was best to go,
Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart,

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

Now I know,
I made mistakes,
Think I don't care,
But you don't realise what this means to me,
So let me have,
Just one more chance,
I'm not the man I used to be,
Used to beeeeeeeeeee

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall 

no title

i'm down now ..
my mentally situation was very2 damn  bad ryte now ..
unly god know it ..

our memory in the past killing me softly ryte now ..
when i'm all alone, my mind will back to the past ...
it hurts me so damn muchh ...
then there wiil be tears from my eyes ...

i hope there's will be someone that can get rid of all this things ..
i know i can't hold the fort ...

haihhhh ...

          wish could jump from here ...
                                           
very hopeless larr ...
useless ...
there's nobody i can hoping for ...
very disappointed ...
i've never thought it ...
deeply touching inside my heart ..
really ...

END

everythings end now ....
ku away is single now ..
22february2009 - 7august2010(02.05am)
 TOTALLY ENDS ......

                                                                 ala2 pussy cat lar plark ..huhu
                                                            

no more aq dan kamu ...

on 2 august 2010

ne pix yg aq snap ..huhu
aq kua ngn schue(my bestie), and k.myra ...
1st tujuan kitowg kua sbb aq na gy bank in wet ..huhu.
so many probs on that day ..
such as:
time k.myra drive, ketew stuck kt traffic light ...
taley start ..myk da na ting tong ..huhu.
tpy pas uhh ley gerak bleyk ..huhu
kitowg sume da kelam ..huhu
and then nseb bek ar ketew smpt stop dkt area petronas ..
pew agy, cry botol then isi minyak ar ...haha.
malu2 ..
after that, gy tuka ketew ...
aq plark yg drive ...
gy bank in wet kt utp.
then lepak kt tasek utp ...
seda2 da 6steng ..
rush ar ..
pas uhh na gy cry brg agy ..
then anta k.myra bleyk college ..
rush gy anta ketew ..
coz kne anta b4 pkowl 7 ..
da ar drive viva, aq plark gy bantai smpe 140 ..haihh
smpe pkowl 6.57 lbey kurg ar ..
tgowk2 dowg da na gerak bleyk ..
pew agy, kelam ar ..
dowg taley na anta bleyk da ..huhu
membew aq sowg neyh da nges da ..
aduyai ....
gytwu ar k.myra ..
and last, membew k.myra amek ..wee
smpe college lbey kurg 7.27 something like that larr ..
ngeee ..
alhamdulillah .....
sumenyew berakhir dgn oke ..huhu
saket jiwe ar gak time face situation uhh ..
huhu.

peace yaw ..
haha ..
buwok glew pix ne ...
membew aq yg snap ...
cehhh

................................................................. :(

no one can't understand me ....
how sucks i feel ...
i'm feel very2 bad ryte now ...
wish someone can feel what i feel ...
only then all of u know what i'm feel it ..
if i could erase all this pain ..,
all this shit .........
hurmmm ......
please allow me to do stupid things .....
only then i'll feel free ........

damn

just happen:
bongok towl ar ..
bwu jew t'lelap, tibew2 membew katew adew claz eco ..
mmg ar sah2 aq melompat bgown ...
kelam kabut haram ar .....
da ar aq level 4 ...shit
bwu jew na kua area hostel, tibew2 dpt msg kateww klass cancel ..
mmg haram ar an ....
mgkuk towl ar ...

untitle

I^,m sick and tired of being sick and tired
It^,s you that I^,m missing
It^,s like my brain is wired up
and there^,s a glitch in my system
You^,re like a drug and now my blood won^,t stop itching
I^,m in critical condition
someone let me out of this prison
It^,s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I^,m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

That^,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won^,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won^,t take one step
I can^,t see what^,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can^,t see at all 
can^,t see at all
can^,t see at all 
cause it^,s like somebody just turned all the lights off

I don^,t understand how one minute I just had it all
now I can^,t reach you cos I^,m tied up with this straight jacket on
I can^,t breathe 
I can^,t see
It^,s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I^,m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

That^,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won^,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won^,t take one step
I can^,t see what^,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can^,t see at all 
can^,t see at all 
can^,t see at all 
cause it^,s like somebody just turned all the lights off

Used to see my world in color girl
when you left me it^,s like my world turned gray
turn my winter into summer girl
why won^,t you help me turn night to day
I can^,t eat, I can^,t sleep, I can^,t think at all
honestly it feels like I ain^,t living no more
can^,t say no more, can^,t see no more

Baby that^,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won^,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won^,t take one step
I can^,t see what^,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can^,t see at all 
can^,t see at all 
can^,t see at all 
cause it^,s like somebody just turned all the lights off

ta sengaje .... :(

 

                                                     pix 1 ...

 

                                          pix 2 ...

 

                                          pix 3 ..

 

                                          pix 4 ...

that was my lurvely watch ...
i've been wear it almost over 2 years ..
it was not so smart act, but i like it ...


em ......
disebab an jiwe aq tga kacau,
jam uhh yg jdy mangse ...
i didn't do it on purpose ...
i'm really regret it ...

ta baling kuat pown ..
huhu ....

tadew title

                                             some of my roomates ...........
                                             soey kowg.t'candid ....
                                             wawawa .....


                

 
                                               my bestie since sekolah rendah ....
                                              

straight from my heart: hold u in my souL ...

                                                           THAT'S ME LARH!!


maybe its just me, or u really have this feeling ...
how could someone of ur lovliness, lurve me ..?
i must be dreaming. or maybe u're crazy ..

 u have put u're heart in my hands ..
as well that u're holding my mine too ..

and may i say what a wonderful feeling it is ..??
i shall never give this up ..,
not even for a million and one ...

i will always stay truthful,
and never let myself to hurt u..
i expect the same in return ......
and i trust that u're real ..
u say i lurve u, and i say i lurve u back ..
u say at me gudnyte ...
and dont let the bed bugs bite .....

in my head, i still think, how can she love me so ..?
while i'm just an ordinary person ....
she can find someone better than me ...
but in my heart, it really does mean something .....
i will forever, hold u in my soul dear .... <3

tataw lar ...

blurrrrrr .......


blankkkk ......


fuckin' fedup .....


tired ......


damnnnnn .....

grrrrrrr . . . .

                                                   
                                                 look here baby ...say cheese ..heee
                                                                        gotcha!
                                                 this is my little sayang ....hehe
                                                                

aq bErtaHaN

Lihat aku di sini
Kau lukai
Hati dan perasaan ini
Tapi entah mengapa
Aku bisa memberikan maaf padamu

*Mungkin karena..Cinta..
Kepadamu tulus dari dasar hatiku

Mungkin karena..Aku..
Berharap kau dapat mengerti cintaku

Lihat aku di sini
Bertahan
Walau kau sering menyakiti
Hingga air mataku
Tak dapat menetes dan habis terurai


Meski kau terus sakiti aku
Cinta ini
Akan selalu memaafkan
Dan aku percaya nanti engkau
Mengerti bila cintaku takkan mati .......

too much things to think ..??

serabut sanad2 now .....
runsing runsing runsing ........
npew kne adew masalah?
npew kne settle an masalah?
an bgoz ta pyh pk masalah ...
seng hidup ne ..
npew masalah slalu muncul dlm life aq ..?
damn! damn! damn!
i wish i could be baby and never grown up ..haha
apew bnde larh yg aq merepek neyhh ..haihhh ....
ignore sajalaaa .....

sayang

i'm totally crazy on her ryte now ...
she's make my life peace now ...
she's caring on me ...
she makes me feel comfortable ..
i really do syg dyew ..hehe.
but i have to accept something that hard for me ...
in a same time, she love someone else tooo ...
and i can accept that ..although it was a bit hard kowt ..huhu.
keyh, gotta go ..maw kua

meaningful lyric for me

Kosong hidupku tanpamu
Cermin ku membayang bayanganmu
Pameran kasih ku layu
Tiada dirimu tiada untukku

Tinggalkan ku dalam anganmu
Sakitku mencintaimu
Deritaku merinduimu
Lemah hati menginginkanmu
Kau hilang terus kau menyepi
Tewasku bila ku ketahui
Berita kau sudah berpunya
Hancur hatiku
Berkeping-keping jadinya
Hilangku bukan kerana cinta
Hilangku bukan untuk menyeksa
Bagiku semua tiada berharga
Biarku telan semua derita
Pergilah kau pergi dariku
Biarku ku jalani hidup tanpamu
Tiada cinta dan kasihmu
Meski hati merelai
Mati hariku di kotak sepi
Di situ kau mula mahu mengenalinya
Langkahku songsang telah ku sedari
Semula ku hias kau jauh dah pergi
Putus komunikasi kau elakkan diri
Ku mencari jalan kembali kau mahu terus pergi
Ku ingatkan kau memori kau tutupkan telinga
Nyata tiada kita tiada jalan penyambungnya
Ya Allah maha pemurah dan maha pencipta
Terima kasih atas pertemuan antara aku dan dia
Jika nyata bukan dia pemilik tulang rusukku
Kikiskanlah pesonanya dari kedua mata
Dengan segala kelebihan dan kekurangan yang ada
Bahagiakanlah mereka berdua ku doakannya
PadaMu ku pohon sucikan hatiku
Sehinga dapat melaksana kehendak dan rencanaMu
Amin

Pergilah pergilah ayu
Jangan kau
Hiraukan tentang diriku
Pergi kau pergi kau ayu
Ku anggapkan ini satu tragedi
Kau hapuskan semua yang kita bina
Kau hancurkan harapku
Untuk hidup bahagia bersamamu
Berkali kau bersumpah untuk berubah
Tapi janji kosongmu
Tak sudah-sudah
Entah sampai bila
Kau lepaskan saja aku
Pergilah kau pergi dariku
Biar ku jalani hidup tanpamu
Tiada cinta dan kasihmu
Meski hati merelai
Pergilah pergilah ayu
Jangan kau
Hiraukan tentang diriku
Pergilah pergilah sayang
Biarkan ku begini .......